On the outside, Kim Kardashian comes across like a strong, successful businesswoman and mother of four. However, on the inside, she is fighting to keep it all together and hide the scars left over from her marriage to Kanye West. Kardashian insiders claim that Kim Kardashian’s 8-year marriage to Kanye West did a number on her. Despite it being nearly three years since their divorce, Kim is still struggling with the trauma.
It is so bad that, according to National Enquirer sources, the 44-year-old mom must attend weekly therapy sessions to cope with the ongoing nightmares. Some weeks, Kim is even going to multiple sessions, hoping it’ll finally bring her some peace.
Kim’s life has recently been turned upside down again by the release of the trailer for In Whose Name? The tell-all documentary, which reveals six years of footage from Kim and Kanye’s marriage, will premiere in just a couple of weeks.
The film reportedly shows raw arguments, breakdowns, and Kanye West admitting he stopped taking his medication, and his erratic and somewhat violent side. It has reportedly sent Kim Kardashian over the edge, reliving some of the most painful and traumatic moments of her time with Kanye.
Kim and her mom, Kris Jenner, did their best to keep up the fairy tale charade that many once believed was her marriage to Kanye West. However, the KarJenner family, mostly Kim, was forced to walk on eggshells around the out-of-control rapper.
Kim Kardashian Forced To Re-Live Scary Marriage To Kanye West
Doing her best to hide her real life, she spent her days adjusting to his moods. Trying to keep him calm and keep the frightening chaos from their children. Friends say she felt ‘emotionally trapped,’ never knowing when the next blow-up was coming.
Even now, years after the split, Kim Kardashian admits she struggles daily with how much of herself that was lost. For her, it wasn’t only about trying to keep the peace. It was about surviving each day.
“She is still very haunted, and if people knew what she truly endured with him, they would understand why,” the source says. “For many years, she was emotionally trapped. The things she went along with just to try and keep him happy make her sick to her stomach.”
Kim has worked to become a new woman. Her days remain focused on protecting her children. For the most part, she maintains a sense of stability and calm. But she remains, on high alert, prepared to fight for her kids’ safety and her empire.
At this time, Kanye West appears to have settled down a bit from his erratic episodes from earlier this year. However, in Kim Kardashian’s eyes, Kanye West remains somewhat of a danger. He’s still unpredictable, and those around him never can predict when he will experience his next episode. Even though they’re divorced, she can’t fully escape the fear.
Kim Kardashian is doing everything she can to rebuild her life, from hypnosis therapy to drawing hard boundaries. But it’s the past, and possibly future episodes still terrify her. With the upcoming documentary ready to expose some of their darkest moments, her battle is far from over.
